9/12/2013 - Day Ninety
Changes
As changes linger
The fear grips my conciousness
Unknown is worst than unstable most days
Progress takes progression
Each step has purpose
Is that purpose failure?
Lessons learned come from failure and success
For without failure who really know success
Let it be for it will anyways
Let it be to rest
Let it be for spontaneous can't come from control
Let it be for sleep
Last year in July I wrote this about changing jobs. Here I sit at the end of a six year relationship and trying to figure out how to take this giant negative weight outta my head. And this crazy thing I wrote fits again.
The smiles are fake for now and I guess they might be for awhile. Time heals, they say. Anyone who knows me can tell you I am a very impatient person. The feeling like you can't breathe and that a giant weight has been lifted off you in unison. Strange!
Music - Summertime Sadness - Lana Del Rey
Really good hold it together music! Check it out!
